if what they say is true…

i don’t believe

that someone can just

be gone.

there’s a god out there whose taken her

because he couldn’t bear to be without her.

i know it.

 

i don’t believe

that someone you love

can just

disappear

from your life.

because what, then

is the point?

 

i don’t believe

that in a split second

all your loving

and all your hating

can simply

go to waste.

 

i don’t believe

she can just be gone

because

what does the ground want her for?

without her warmth

without the joy of her soulful smile?

 

i don’t believe them

because if what they say is true

then that means

she is just…

dead.

no footnote

no fortuned epilogue

just a twisted joke

a punchline that only i understand

 

if what they say is true

then she died

to become no one

once again

no legacy in the world

no second chance

nothing.

 

she was too young to disappear.

 

i don’t believe

she isn’t out there

doing what she’s good at

doing what she loves

doing it all.

 

i don’t believe

she will never fall in love.

that she won’t feel what it is

to adore another

unconditionally

like i do her.

 

i don’t believe

a person can just

“be gone”.

 

and if they are?

if they can?

then that’s the biggest joke of all.

 

goldenchild31

 

 

 

 

 

 

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